Sent by my guides

21 years together, 15 years married, deception, control, abuse and manipulation was a normal part of our marriage, until one day I seen a note in my daughter diary “I want to k:ll myself”, it wasn’t about me anymore. I thought I was doing the right thing by staying for the kids, but the firearm threats, the violent outbursts and accusations were my price to pay for their happiness….their not happy.
Lauren was the first voice I heard on my journey for support, her words calming, her bullshit aside attitude confirming and her gentle voice reassuring.
I’m not out of my situation, but I’ve been bold enough to put a separation in place, which he doesn’t respect, and I know with my daily visits to Lauren’s words I can also get to the next stage also.
It’s been a long journey, and Lauren doesn’t even realise the gravity of the difference she is making. Lauren, thank you doesn’t even express.